legs like little splinters
"We are the generation of nostalgia. We grew up in the age of transition. From hand-written letters to electronic mails. From film to digital. We were fascinated by new things, neglecting the way we spend our afternoons. Cupcakes and tea. Play-Doh and Polly Pockets. Young and naive. Technology completely changed the way we waited and we grew up too fast. The simple things in life seems more meaningful now. We grew up in the age of transition and have become the generation of nostalgia."
Beating Heart | Ellie Goulding
And I don’t know where I’m going,
but I know it’s gonna be a long time.
And I’ll be leaving in the morning,
come the white wine bitter sunlight.
Wanna hear your beating heart tonight,
before the bleeding sun comes alive.
I want to make the best of what is left; hold tight.
And hear my beating heart one last time, before daylight.
It’s exactly what you think it is and you need to listen to it.
I’m really sad. I know if I wanted to commit suicide I can just do it, but how do I know this is not another rushed decision in my life?, I don’t want to feel like this right now.